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Me preguntan cómo estoy. Y es que no sé como contestarles… Cómo estoy? Estoy loca, feliz, alegre, enamorada. Pero también estoy triste, depre, alterada, jodida y cansada. Supongo que cuesta entender lo que siento, si ni yo misma puedo. Pero por lo menos soy buena actriz, así si digo que estoy bien todos me creen y no tengo que enrollarme y joderles el día. Día tras día fingiendo que estoy bien cuando por un lado si lo estoy, pero por otro estoy fatal. Soy rara lo sé, no intentes comprenderme cuando con sólo aceptarme basta.
E.V.M.C.B

Summer :D

The sun is shining, the air is warm and I've lost all interest in school. Yep, summer is almost here! Time for late mornings and even later nights. Days at the pool, river and beach. No school, teachers or homework, just sun sun and sun. Lazing around all day waiting for something to do, what more could a girl ask for?
E.V.M.C.B

Perfect :)

I knew I couldn't be without you, it was too hard. Ok maybe you think I'm weak but whatever I just need you around.
Yesterday was perfect, completely, absolutely, wonderfully perfect. Nothing could've made it better. I missed you and your sense of humour, your sweetness and your kisses :$ I missed you.
I love you, and this time you can honestly believe me.
E.V.M.C.B

:$

Look just basically all I want to say us that miss you and want you back more than anything…
E.V.M.C.B

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!

I'm happy, I'm hopeful, I'm crazy. I'm almost back to my old self! My carefree, wonderful, mad old self. I miss being like that. Being sad, serious, and careful isn't who I really am, I'm a loud, psycho who never stops smiling. I have my reasons on why I'm almost back and they're pretty good too.
1. ALMOST SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. You. (You know who you are)
3.My friends need a crazy person around ;) 
4. My final reason. MYSELF! I can't be down any longer, I'm back up and stronger and crazier than ever. You better watch out ;D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGghkjpNCQ8&ob=av2n

Quiero volver al pasado

Quiero volver al pasado, quiero arreglar esa noche, esa fiesta, esas lágrimas y sobre todo ese dolor. El dolor que siempre sentiré al pensarlo y al recordarlo. Te lo imaginas? Todo estaría bien, tantos arrepentimientos desaparecidos, tantos pensamientos borrados y sobre todo ese dolor, el dolor eliminado.

Pero recuerda que todo pasa por una razón y no puedo volver al pasado para arreglar esa noche, esa fiesta, esas lágrimas y sobre todo, ese dolor.

Puede que estemos mejor ahora, después de todo, pero me gustaría saber cómo estaríamos tu y yo ahora... 

Love you lots

See, I have this amazingly talented friend. But I don't think he actually knows how good he is, so I asked his permission to use his poem on my blog and show the world his talent. I hope you all like it and appreciate what he can do like I'm doing.
Thank you all and thanks Sammy for letting me do this :) xxx

I love you lot's like jelly tots,
But not as much as vodka shots.
My love for you is so dear,
That I would like to make it clear.

I love you lot's like rainbow-drops,
But still not as much as vodka shots.
Sometimes it's hard to let love fly free,
And like being drunk, it leaves you dizzy!

Falling 'round like a clumsy fool,
Making yourself look the tool.
But when sometimes it's easy, to let it fly away,
Leaving your heart falling astray.

Love is like vodka,
The way it makes you feel in the early days.
At first you're happy, all jolly and good,
But then kicks in the hateful hood.

Leaving you dizzy,
Hurt, happy and far away.
If there was one way to stop the feeling,
I'd use it straight away.

Before it was good, but now it's bad,
Hurting the inside, like you've never had.
I wish that this hangover would finally leave,
But then it kicks in, possibly it's love indeed.

I love you lot's like jelly tots,
Even as much as rainbow-drops.
And possibly.....
More than Vodka shots.

- Sam Walsh

¿Quieres?

Sé que duele mucho y que pensarás que es toda mi culpa. Vale, admito que yo tengo una parte de la culpa pero, tú también! Sabes lo que hiciste algo que me prometiste que ni harías más. Una vez, muchas lágrimas, bastantes palabras y tú promesa. Pero tuvisteis que joderlo de nuevo y no sólo hacerte daño a ti, sino que a mi también. Sí, yo lo terminé y te hice mucho mucho daño pero tú nos rompisteis, recuérdalo.
Pero aún así quiero ser tu amiga de nuevo para no perderte para siempre. Te necesito de alguna manera para seguir viviendo. ¿Quieres?

I won't forget you.

Hey, it's time for me to get on with my life and not dwell on the past. Yeah it's hurts more than anything I've felt before in my life but it's for the best. It was amazing while it lasted, don't get me wrong, I loved all the time I spent with you and I loved you. I still do and maybe I always will, but just not in the way you want. I'll never forget about us, I couldn't. I need to sort myself out and get away from everything. I'll soon be back to my stupid happy self, bouncing around and having fun. That's all we both need.
I hope you read this because I want you to know that I miss you as a friend too...
Once more for luck :
E.V.M.C.B