Live.

Be crazy. Be stupid. Make the same mistake a million times. Get lost. Find yourself. Get lost again. Jump on a train, a plane, a bus, a boat, a car, a horse or a roller coaster. Make friends. Make enemies. Fall in and out of love. Get a tattoo. Write a letter but don't post it. Chase your dreams and follow your heart. Look for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Believe in the impossible and make it possible. Jump out of a plane and touch the clouds. Dance. Love. Dream Laugh. Smile. Cry. Fail. Succeed. Think. Act.
But most of all LIVE!

I'm alive again :)

Well I wrote this a while ago but I just forgot to post it so here it is :

I don't feel like a zombie anymore! I feel more alive and human-like again, I didn't get as sad when I thought about you and I managed to think about other things.
I smiled and enjoyed the moment, for a while I even felt special. And I don't feel guilty about it, I'm just living my life again. I realise that the pain I thought was permanent is actually slowly disappearing from within me, every time I smile I feel lighter and happier. Yeah maybe I'm moving on too fast, but I never planned to be sad forever. I don't want anyone to think I didn't care because I did and I'll never be exactly the same as I was but, it was just a bad time in my life. Now it's over and time to get on with it and actually LIVE AGAIN (:

Y esta si que es la vida buena

Por mucho que yo me queje de mi vida, en realidad no es tan mala, al contrario, es genial.
Estamos en verano y me paso el día como quiero.
Tengo los mejores amigos posibles, no podría estar sin ellos.
Tuve posiblemente las dos mejores semanas de mi vida hace poco y me cambiado para siempre.
Y por fin tengo esa confianza que siempre he querido y necesitado. Estoy feliz conmigo misma y me he dado cuenta que yo sola me puedo hacer feliz si de verdad quiero.
Así que no sé a quien darle las gracias, pero gracias a todos por todo.

Pueblo Inglés CES 2012 <3

Hi, it's been a while I know, but I have my reasons. I've been at a summer camp, yeah I know it sounds stupid but actually they were possibly the best two weeks ever.
I made more friends in two weeks than I possibly have in a year, and they weren't just any kind of friends, I cried for them when they left and I think about them all the time.
It might sound pathetic but it's true I got so close to them in such a short space of time because I had to, being with people during a week or two for 24 hours a day brings everyone together. To be honest it really has changed me, I gained so much confidence it's untrue, I sang, danced and acted on stage, this coming from the girl who refused to sing just in front of her friends. I learned how easy it was to make friends, the secret to that is just be yourself. I also realised that there really is nothing wrong with who I am, I don't need to be someone that I'm not just to be accepted, being different is good and being me is the best thing I could possibly be.
Thank you CES and everyone there for helping me with everything, I miss you all already.
See you next year :D