Thanks for everything, but this is it…

I knew it, how could I be so stupid again? How could I let myself fall for you knowing what had happened before? I guess I believed that this time it could work, that things would change. For a while I actually thought that things were perfect, I was genuinely happy with myself and with you. Too bad that nothing's ever perfect for me, I'm just not lucky enough I suppose.
I guess I should be grateful that you ended it when you did and not let it carry on, but to tell you the truth it seemed a bit heartless to just carry on partying like nothing had happened and then tried to talk to me as if we had never been together. You could see how much pain I was feeling but you seemed not care and you still don't.
I just want you to know that I don't regret having been with you at all, I'd never been so happy before but this really is it, the end of us for good.
Bye little one. E.V.M.C.B

No quiero tener miedo

Yo no soy una de esas persona que tienen miedo mucho, yo casi nunca le tengo miedo a nada (menos exámenes e insectos) pero ahora estoy muerta de miedo.
Creía que todo nos iba bien, que ya no tendría que preocuparme. Parece que me he equivocado, no entiendo que ha pasado de un día de otro, sin que yo te haya visto ni hablado casi nada.
Recuerda que te conozco muy bien y sé cuando estás mal y te lo noto con nada. Te lo escucho cuando hablas y te lo veo en la mirada.
Tengo miedo de perderte de nuevo, de que se me rompa el corazón por ultima vez. Háblame, dime lo que te pasa, por favor no puedo estar así…
I love you, I hope you know that.
E.V.M.C.B

Deja de controlarme ya!

Joder, te estoy avisando ahora que un día me voy a hartar de ti y me voy a volver loca. No puedo estar más tiempo contigo controlándome a todas horas, queriendo ver mi móvil, leer mi tuenti y mirar lo que escribo aquí. No se te ha ocurrido que son privados para algo?
Quiero ser como mis amigos a quienes no le controlan, no tienen que explicar lo que van a hacer, ni con quien va a estar. Quiero poder decir : Me voy, hasta luego! Y no tenerte a ti preguntándome que a dónde voy, con quién estoy y que es lo que voy a hacer. Me gustaría poder salir y no tener que preocuparme de llegar tarde y que mis amigos no te odien.
Tú sabes perfectamente que soy la que siempre tiene que irse mas temprano que los demás y que siempre me pierdo lo mejor por tu culpa.
Basta! No puedo mas! Quiero que me trates como una niña de mi edad, no una niña chica. Pero lo que mas quiero es que confíes mas en mi…

When boys watch the stars with you

Do you remember that night? We weren't going out, it was during the best summer of my life.
One night you came back to my house and we managed to convince my mum to let you stay a while, we went to the terrace with a glass of water and sat on my sun loungers for a long time. Just talking and looking at the stars. I had an awesome time, until my mum threw you out.
We should do that again this summer, but it will be different, better because well you know, things have changed for the better and I love it.
E.V.M.C.B

When boys kiss you on your doorstep

I remember the first time we kissed on my doorstep, we were both kinda worried that my parents would catch us, but they never did. You said that you felt short compared to me standing on the step, and I just laughed because I love being taller than people ;)
So many little memories that make me smile and they're with you.
E.V.M.C.B

When boys love your weirdness

It may sound stupid, but it means a lot to me when I know that my boyfriend accepts and even loves my weirdness. I know I'm a bit quirky and that's nothing bad, but a lot of people make fun of me for it, so when my boyfriend loves me for it I become even prouder of my unique personality.
E.V.M.C.B

Hey there :)

Hi people of the world! ^^ Seen as I have a lot of stuff to do lately I've decided to do something a little bit easier on here for a while. On the other hand it will be something new and interesting for you all.
So enjoy :)
E.V.M.C.B

Just your arm around my back

Sabes que? Anoche las cosas que pasaron no fueron muy buenas que digamos. Pero hubo un cosa que me hizo sentir mejor, tú. Has cambiado desde la última vez, pero a mejor no a peor. No tenías esa vergüenza a la que yo estaba tan acostumbrada aunque no me gustaba mucho. Me sorprendiste mucho, no sé si te diste cuenta de lo feliz que me hiciste solo con ese pequeño gesto. Un brazo por detrás de mi espalda y una mano a la que podía agarrarme cuando estaba mal. Eres perfecto little one <3
E.V.M.C.B