I'm alive again :)

Well I wrote this a while ago but I just forgot to post it so here it is :

I don't feel like a zombie anymore! I feel more alive and human-like again, I didn't get as sad when I thought about you and I managed to think about other things.
I smiled and enjoyed the moment, for a while I even felt special. And I don't feel guilty about it, I'm just living my life again. I realise that the pain I thought was permanent is actually slowly disappearing from within me, every time I smile I feel lighter and happier. Yeah maybe I'm moving on too fast, but I never planned to be sad forever. I don't want anyone to think I didn't care because I did and I'll never be exactly the same as I was but, it was just a bad time in my life. Now it's over and time to get on with it and actually LIVE AGAIN (: