Help me

Because I don't really know what I'm feeling.
Because what happened felt so wrong but so right.
Because I need to talk to you.
Because your hugs make a difference.
Because some things happen for a reason.
Because it seems like you're avoiding me.
Because no matter what I still want you as a friend.
Because sometimes talking to you makes me feel better.
Because maybe I'm just stupid.
Because maybe you didn't mean what you said.
Because maybe you just think you made a huge mistake.
Because what am I supposed to do, when I'm completely lost?