It's not my fault I'm not pretty or skinny, clever or funny, confident or special. No self esteem or hand eye coordination. I don't really like people and they don't like me. I've always had to really scream for attention, but never been able to enjoy it. I used to be happy all the time, never needed a reason. Somedays I struggle to keep my head above water. I get scared of the dark a lot more now, it makes me feel pathetic and weak. And I still get so nervous around people, few people really know me.
All I want is to love myself just the way I am.